After the
Color Me Rad race, I went home to ice my left ankle and right knee. I kept ice
on them all day and even put a brace on my ankle! Later that night, when I took
the brace off, I was stunned to see that my ankle was even more swollen than it
had been at the race!
I stayed off
of it Sunday, hoping that would fix what ever the problem was! I would ice my
ankle, while keeping a heating pad on my knee. Then I’d swap them.
It was Sunday
that I started to get pretty worried about my knee. It was horribly painful to
go up and down the stairs….. to the point that it almost brought me to tears!
But I figured if I could still walk on it, it couldn’t be that bad!!
On Monday my
parents convinced me to stay home and make an appointment with an orthopedic
specialist. I didn’t want to go the doctor because they were starting to feel a
lot better. I figured I go in, they’d tell me I twisted my ankle and bruised my
knee and send me on my way….. feeling like an idiot for paying $35 for that
assessment!
But I went
anyway, and I waited in the stupid doctor’s office FOREVER!! And by forever I
mean it was seriously almost two hours before I saw the doctor!! When I finally
met with her, she moved my knee all over the place and pushed on my ankle. I
felt stupid, because they really were aching any more and I felt like I was
wasting her time.
Then she sent
me back for x-rays.
That’s when
it got bad.
My left ankle
was fractured……not good.
Then she
showed me my right knee cap.
I’m no
orthopedic expert, but it was pretty easy to see that
a piece of my
knee cap had been chipped off….
Bad…. really
bad.
And the
appointment went downhill from there.
She put my in
a huge stupid walking boot and told me to keep weight off of it for two weeks.
It was that or put a hard cast on it for four weeks!
Then she
started talking about locked knee braces. In my head I kept trying to picture
how a locked knee brace would work out when I couldn’t put weight on my left
leg and had to use crutches. Luckily, she decided a neoprene brace would work,
giving me the ability to still bed my knee.
Like so
many times during the race, I could feel the tears coming.
But I didn’t
want to cry in front of this lady….. so I bit my lip and nodded as she gave me
the rest of my instructions, which included no running for four weeks.
I made it all
the way home before I completely lost it.
My Disneyland race was only eight weeks away and I wouldn’t
be able to run for four of them. Which meant the chances of me actual running
the race were slim to none.
Major
meltdown!
I cried for a
long time….
For the money
I felt like I wasted……
For the
unfairness of my stupid weak ankle……
For the fact
that I had injured BOTH legs…..
My
grandparents were at my house when I finally made it home from the doctor,
which ended up being a really good thing. My dad and my grandpa gave me a
blessing and I felt slightly better.
I realized I
would have to be patient…..
And I would
have to work really hard for four weeks…..
So now the
countdown is on!!
Being patient is tough!!
If only walking weren't so hard!