{{{DISCLAIMER: I wrote this post months and months ago..... probably in May..... Oh...and sorry
for the lack of pictures}}}
I don’t remember the first time I ever heard of the
I had
a co-worker who ran it once. I remember thinking it sounded cool, but not
giving it much thought beyond that because it was something I would NEVER be
able to do!!
I
casually looked into it last fall, right after doing my first 5k.
My endorphin's were kicking in and I felt invincible. OF COURSE I could jump from a
5k to a half marathon in only a mater of months!!
And
then, I stopped running and thoughts of the half
marathon went away.
In
January I got on the Run Disney site again and found that registration for the
2013 race would open in only two days. I watched a couple videos online and my
motivation was back! I wanted to do a Disneyland
race so badly! But with only eight months until race day, I didn’t know if 13.1
miles would be feasible. Luckily for me, Disneyland
would be hosting an inaugural 10k race.
There
was a lot of scrambling, but in the end, my mom and two of my cousins signed up
to up to run the Disneyland 10K with me. That was January 22nd. There were 220 days to race time!
The only problem with signing up for a race in January, is that the next couple of months are FREEZING!! And it was especially cold this year!!! We're talking single digits!!! There was no way I
could go outside and start running! So I went to Gold’s Gym almost every day
after work to run on the treadmill! It was tricky in the beginning because I
had let myself fall so far behind with months of not running. But I eventually
go to the point where I was running three miles on the treadmill!! I was pretty
dang proud of myself, especially since I was doing it at a slight incline.
In
February, I decided I need to get some practice running NOT on a treadmill. I
knew that running on pavement would be different from the treadmill and I
wanted to see how I did. So my mom and I went to a rec center with an indoor
track to run.
There
was a sign posted on the wall near that track that said 10 laps= 1 mile.
I
could do 30 laps no problem…. Or so I thought!
I
started running and realized THE TREADMILL IS A BIG FAT LIAR!!!!!
There
was no way in heaven or hell that I could actually run a mile on that dang
track, let alone THREE!!!
I think I only ran about six laps before I gave up and walked.
I think I only ran about six laps before I gave up and walked.
It was
bad…..
All
the excitement and momentum I’d felt at the gym was completely gone.
I felt
defeated
That
feeling of “you’re not a runner” came back full force and I wondered what the
heck I had gotten myself into!!
I knew
standing on that track that there was NO WAY I’d be able to run the 10k…..
I wasn’t meant to run……
I wasn’t meant to run……
It was
a few days before I finally went back to the rec center.
On
that second visit I told myself I wouldn’t stop until I got to one mile….. even
if my lungs exploded in the process.
By
some miracle, I did it. That gave me a small glimmer of hope.
It also helped that I played Ke$ha's Tik Tok over and over and OVER? Why? Because the first time of the chorus says "DON"T STOP"!!
My running
from the middle of February to the first part of March was pretty sporadic.
I
didn’t really love the rec center and there was NO WAY I was getting back on a
stupid treadmill.
I just
had to make it to daylight savings on March 10th when the sun would
still be up after I got off work so I could go outside and run.
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